Love this feeling

Everyday that passes I have more hope that this is actually going to happen and that Sofie is going to be part of our family. Slowly the walls around my heart that have protected me and let me survive to this point are melting away. I bought a large jar today and put gummy drops in it, one for each day that we have to wait until we can go get Sofie. I estimated and I really want a gum drop right now! Ainsley picks one gum drop a day out of the jar to help her count down until we can go get her sister. It isn't as large of a pile of gum drops as I thought it would be :)